MUST BLOG!

7 good days without blogging. yes im not that busy zul, im just lazy. =p haha. so anyway, went to school for the teachers day celebration today and bro came as well. we watched the whole event together and had same expressions on our faces when the poems were read. like wtf are they mumbling bout?

anyway, had lunch with fabian later on after the walk to 883 and back causeway point. almost took my life dying probably of hunger.

reach home feeling real tired and skipped tuition again. i should try mugging for end of year already.

aiyah im bored at home. =/

mummy was back home from hk on the 25th and bought the usual food, disney accessories and keychains for me. i love the ring but i don't wear bracelets or charms. how? minnie and daisy somemore leh... haha. it costs like S$20. not cheap okay.

happy birthday to Phileo on the 26th! (:

what else did i miss? i dont know. cant think of any right now. photos will be up soon and my blog shop will be updated asap so look out for it alright.

for now, i just need a walk alone.

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wasted the day doing nothing. nothing at all did my brain commanded me to do. nothing came out when i really sat down to write stuff for english. nothing stopped the itch down right behind my left knee! just because of the zoo trip that day. the sun killed me.

its driving me crazy!! xO

cant sleep till now. cant stop watchin tv. cant stop eating. how?

when i was at choir yesterday, i fell asleep the moment i lie on the table! whats with the 'not-able-to-sleep' symtom now?

MUST SLEEP!

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almost overslept in the morning, daddy saved me. (:

school was boring, had SS test but i scratched my head throughout. aiyah, didnt really study for it, just browsed over. physics test tomorrow!! sure kena fucked.

we are over. yeah. like wtf, but im okay. i must be.



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first and fore most, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN LAOPO!! (:

yet another day passed like that, this day with bitterness and jealousy. i dont know why he became like that. he was never what he thought he is until today, i saw the other side. the ugly one at that.

he shouted and blamed, for what im not responsible for. made me scream on the way back home from lynn's. passerbys may think i need help walking. its all my fault, he says. whatever.

took pics btw, look so shag from the zoo trip in the morning.


was requested to do a pose where i have to make a '3' sign and them with '1' and '2'
this is the NG shot cos couldnt see my '3' displayed.


better one. dont know why but cover face then can see. =/

talking bout the zoo trip, was kinda fun but the dowager gave scary stares. my ah ma wouldnt do that. shes the best. haha. (:

aiyah fuck everything wrong happening right now. im like so pissed off by what he said. go to hell lah alright. i wont give a damn anymore.


什么让人傍徨
让人慌张
我不怕
因为有你的爱
在我的心中荡漾
新的行装
放在手上
放逐他
我靠在你身旁
将眼泪都释放
也曾跌跌撞撞
也曾受伤
你的温暖
是一扇窗
像天空
都降下了希望
i fall in love
我最爱的人
在这个黎明时分
你给的吻
它洗清所有的泪痕
我的灵魂
i fall in love
我最爱的人
一辈子不要转身
你的认真
它抚平所有的伤痕
cause i realy fall in love

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couldnt wake up successfully for 2 days. on both choir days somemore. ah, life cant get worse. miss yee and xinyi might literally kill me next tuesday.

went over to big gangster's after tuition yesterday and had to teach his youngest brother maths plus english. i wondered how i did all that when i was his age. gives me shivers. daddy called and i kinda shouted. and was i? i didnt know till he stopped talking to me when i reach home. like i really shouted when i didnt. wtf.

and now, at big gangster's again, writing this crap. his youngest bro playing with my phone's video function talking almost rubbish. o.o

so damn cute. haha.

mr soo ming cheng is so gonna get strangled by me. im dying of hunger.

xO

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visit http://chhristiie.blogspot.com/ now!! my new shopping blog! support support! (:

thanks lah!

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look at the time! argh! i cant sleep. i dont know why. =/ think i'll write about something then...

finally washed the toilet... what?! its good news alright. at least did something.

so anyway... went over to the '7th month' dinner at 515 basketball court yesterday night. there were lesser people, more space in between tables and the not-so-attractive auction going on just in front of me.


look at the amount of people!



kinda weird dining in a court.


more came. (short-skirted waitress =p)


im fat and bored. =/


so are they. HA HA HA HA!


the girls my bro secretly snap. by the way, we were sitting at the same table.


wanted to snap a picture of the auction guy but i caught him instead.


looks freaking alike like my spiderman. ='[


why is it images of unwanted memories appear out of nowhere? why is it i mind what i see? you are never mine anyway.


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seriously need to update my blog already. haha. it has been quite a while. been busy with school, cca, knee giving problems again, done reflections about myself and them. i don't want no further details bout it. irritants.

performance for the national day dinner was done on the 6th of aug at the big field beside chr. was quite a success so finally get to rest for now.

school this week was just... sitting around.

life can be such a bore, having nothing to write bores me.

mummy came back from chicago 2 weeks back and flew to hongkong again last week. she bought the usual snacks, food, a wallet and bag for me. this time, she bought a nintento lite whatever you call that gaming device in black for my bro. im not interested in that anyway.

went over to bugis for shopping with angela and jesline yesterday, was late again. wanted to go over to orchard but we took the mrt on the wrong side and changed to the green line. we didnt know why we went on the train but made do with it anyway. had milo in longjohn and then walked for quite a long time at the street area in heels and it almost killed me. me bought 2 tops and 2 headbands and angela bought 2 headbands, a bracelet and a nailpolish back in cwp.

i dont even know why i buy the 2 damn tops when i need a new bag and new shoes!

so to solve my problem, my shopping blog will be up very very soon. (:

i notice this trend of setting up shopping blogs. once told myself i'll never set one up but i really need this now. it seems so convenient! i mean you just take photos of the unwanted clothes or accessories and post them up, people may get interested, may like em and buy! how nice.

about the previous entry, i've made quite a wise decision on where i should turn up. haha. and zul, thanks for giving advice about it.

Phileo!! sorry for not replying to your msg yesterday afternoon. missed cell group again cos was in the shopping mood. =/


i dont know what to expect from you. i've never wanted for anything from you. im sorry i broke the promise to myself... you just might not be the right guy... you might not get outta my heart.


took this meme from fcukling.
IM BORED FOR GOD'S SAKE.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

How am I feeling today?
左边(left side) - Yang Cheng Lin (left side of what?)

Will I get far in life?
远走高飞(go far far away) - Li Sheng Jie (like where?)

How do my friends see me?
Material Girl - Madonna (WTF!)

Will I get married?
Who Knew - Pink (-.-)

What is my best friend's theme song?
约定(promise made) - Guang Liang (we did?)

What is the story of my life?
反复记号(repeating mark) - Jolin Tsai (alright... =/)

What is/was high school like?
Love is all i need - Dong Fang Shen Qi (its so not me)

How can I get ahead in life?
Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch

What is the best thing about me?
被爱的女人(the woman being loved) - Kelly Pan Jia Li (HA HA HA!!)

What is today going to be like?
Good Day - The Click Five (is this freaky or what?)

What is in store for this weekend?
Lost Without You - Delta Goodrem (im not)

What song describes my parent(s)?
我的骄傲 (my pride) - Rong Zhu Er (:

To describe my grandparents?
Thats When I Love You - Aslyn (i do)

How is my life going?
Since You've Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson (then what?)

How does the world see me?
Peaches and Cream - 112 feat jay z and lil kim (im like sweet. HA HA HA!)

Will I have a happy life?
真命天子(mr right) - Luo Zhi Xiang (no wonder...)

What do my friends really think of me?
就是爱你 (just love you) - Tao Zhe (thanks ah!)

Do people secretly lust after me?
那女孩对我说 (that girl tells me) - Huang Yi Da (what?)

How can I make myself happy?
Move Bitch - Ludacris

What should I do with my life?
牡丹江 (flower river) - Nan Quan Ma Ma (?? -.-)

Will I ever have children?
December - Kelly Pan Jia Li (im gonna have a baby in december? go to hell)

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what do you do when you have 4 events happening at the same time? and all equally important.

=/


to be continued...

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